I think it would be fair to say that your nature as not only a Blade, but as an Aegis, has caused you a fair amount of grief in the course of your life. Which is not to diminish the good it has done you as well.

[The two-in-one had been essentially suicidal, after all -- but had also met Rex during that journey, and found new hope. Mòrag would guess they considered it worth it, after all that... but Rex is not here, after all.]

So, since you do not need a Driver, here you have a chance to live as you choose. Without worry that anyone will seek you for your power, or treat you differently because you are an Aegis.